"the second time I found out that I was particularly calm. Because I know it in my mind, I can predict it. Mr. Chen is going to get the report, and I'll let it go. After my life I went to see him, and he said, there was a problem. I said, it's all right. I could have known it anyway. I looked at the report and he took a look at it. Then he burst into tears. I saw him crying and he cried. I think my beloved is uncomfortable for me. I feel very miserable. I cry for him, not for myself. "
everything that has gone through the past two years, she has to go through it again.
the first pressure was very painful. Wang Chencen was restless, unable to sleep during the day and night. After the operation, the arm will not carry heavy objects, otherwise it will become edema. She used to carry a basin in her hand to dry her clothes.
"I can't do such a simple thing. My husband will be bothered." She often thought of it and felt that she would become someone else's trouble.
4 12. It's three days away from the operation.
Wang Chencen, in his public sign, wrote in a "warm" pen name: "the last farewell to the breasts, and the 'rounding work' in the" reluctant "of life. "Warm" is the nickname she gave herself when she was in University, when every roommate took it, and she liked "warming".
"the first one is cut, and the second one is cut. There is no hand left." I asked Mr. Chen, I said you would not want to. He said nothing, and I said he would say nothing.
I think he can do nothing in his heart, but people always have biological instincts. Do you think that when people and human bodies face each other, they naturally have a posture. How do they put their hands? Is there a kind of sadness in his heart? Or out of pity for me, there will be more or less waves of emotion. I'll feel it.
when the two of us are together, there is no chest on my side. He will deliberately avoid and put his hands elsewhere. If the end of this side is gone, there's no place to go. But maybe he'll find somewhere else, ha ha ha... " When
excision of left breast, Wang Chen Cen has been entangled in whether to reconstruct the chest at the same time after excision. But her body was not allowed, and Chen Xiaoxia did not want her to.
"I really don't care. I can't imagine adapting so quickly." Chen Xiaoxia said, "I keep telling her that I don't care about your physical defects at all. I don't need you to do this for me. I don't care."
now, she is no longer entangled with this. "I can write some strategies to help my sisters choose some meaningful milk."
that made Chen Xiaoxia happy. "I think she's really down in the deep soul. Just saying to me, 'don't worry,' doesn't make sense. She is going to let go of this matter and let me have the greatest comfort.
in fact, for Wang Chen Cen, losing her right to breastfeed is her greatest regret. She had two miscarriages before she had cancer.
"abortion is more painful than getting cancer than I am." She said.
Wang Chencen respondents before illness