Re: lost breast and cancer coexistence, 33 year old Wang Chen Cen: under the lens, I am more vivid because I live more vividly.
"I was in the hospital, and I had a lot of blood, checking, urinating, urinating, and then, guru, the embryo dropped out, a round egg. I hurried to ask the nurse for a plastic bag. I was particularly sad. Reason told me to send the tissue to a laboratory. I'm afraid it was my child. It should have been in a warm womb or a soft bed, but now in a broken plastic bag, I want to send it to the cold Laboratory...
I took the embryo to test and wailed when I waited. I called Mr. Chen, thinking that he must pass this sad cry to him.
Chen Xiaoxia said he didn't care about having children, and they had many other ways to extend their lives.
"live more vivid"
4 19 8 a.m., Wang Chencen was sent to operation room. Her father kept going to the operation room door. He was tortured inside, knowing that he would suffer if he sent his daughter in, but he still had to comfort her and push her in.
when Wang Chencen was in the operation room, Chen Xiaoxia cried outside. He listened to the music with his earphone and walked in the hallway for a long time. Two hours later, the door of the operation room was opened. When the breast is lost, the two feel that the heart is closer when embracing.
now, Wang Chencen eats breakfast at 8 a.m. every morning, reads a book and sits at a table. Then go for a walk in the park, bask in the sun, and read in the shade.
she sometimes plays mobile games. Chen Xiaoxia was extremely opposed to it, feeling no nourishment and wasting energy. Wang Chencen sometimes felt that her husband, like a parent, was in charge of herself. She became more and more persistent after her illness.
noon, two people sitting in the park chatting, looking at the green tree. "I'm not going to think about how long I can live, or what's going to be the next step," Wang Chencen said. "I'm really happy now. I feel very comfortable looking at the green."
for more than two years, Chen Xiaoxia felt that his wife had grown up a lot. "She was really a piece of white paper." In Wang Chencen's view, the feelings of her and Chen Xiaoxia were "sublimated": "
" up to a lot of spiritual level, this kind of understanding, trust, is now nurtured, deep inside very rich.
I'm very grateful to Mr. Chen. My parents also did a lot of work. They were doing housework. But Xiao Xia almost took all the medical aspects of the work, so I am more comfortable.
5 9, is Wang Chencen's 33 - year birthday.
she wrote in the official number: after knowing the meaning of life and death, I was more afraid of death. Although I believe in my next life, this life is everything I can grasp. Sometimes I feel that I am more vivid under Chen's lens, but later I realized that I lived more vividly.