Ji'nan recite the juvenile drop out notes: 9 years back to 20 million words after the return of institutional education
source: the Ji'nan times
19 year old Ji'nan young students (the pseudonym), after 9 years of finishing more than 20 thousand words of the Scriptures, resolutely chose to return to institutional education.
youth spent in reading scriptures, but life was interpreted as the "experimental product" that was published ten years ago. And when he was 10 years old, he dropped out of school, read classics, and returned to school at the age of 19. At this time, he is living in Ke Xiaogang's Tongji revival classical academy. While he is listening to Tongji University, he is preparing to study for himself.
for students who have been constantly repeating and reflecting constantly, students are reluctant to mention it. He said the new starting point needs a transition of time. However, it is undeniable that a new round of refraction on the question of Scripture and Ke Xiaogang's discussion has been triggered, compared with the previous return to the past, this time to the future.
a reader's letter
he wrote a letter to Ke Xiaogang. "When parents were looking forward to the vision of the sages, they chose a special way for us to study. Today, we are growing up, but we are beginning to face special problems." Since 2007, after leaving school from grade four of the mountain teacher, only 9 years from eight provinces and 10 schools have been read. "During this period, I experienced the fanaticism, frustration, confusion and Reflection on the education of reading classics, and now I am very confused."
in June 23rd of this year, Kolko Kogo opened the letter to the bean and "agreed to send this letter, and the wish was to help more children like him." Ke Xiaogang said that the problems reflected in the letter are very common in the Bible reading circles, but little is known to the outside world. For a long time, the media reports that have been propagated and deliberately attacked the traditional culture with a great and touching reading, so that the public can not understand the truth of the reading of the life of the classics.
this is not the first reading boy to find Ke Xiaogang's door. So far this year, nearly ten parents who read children have been able to find him. They thought that Ke Xiaogang might be able to give them some advice and make a point of their children's future. But just as he gave him his reply, his main suggestion was self examination. Over the past two years, nearly ten reading students have studied with Ke Xiaogang, preparing for the self examination.
recently, Ke Xiaogang told reporters that he was also in his own exam. In a previous interview with other media, Ke Xiaogang said that the students were too poor, poor literacy, illiterate words, and English at primary level. He wrote a eight hundred character composition, and he worked hard. Some of the students who read the classics did not have the ability to make sentences in grade three of primary school.
in the reply to his letter, Ke Xiaogang also used the way of correcting his composition, hoping that he could understand how to express it concisely and concisely. "Because in the Bible reading school some" forbidden books "were peeped.
"I care about my future"
only life seems to be fit for the situation. In an interview with the Ji'nan times in October 17th, he said he had a smooth test. "The new starting point is a time transition." He did not want to talk about what he had read.
the letter written by Ke Xiaogang only recalling the twists and turns of the Bible reading for 9 years. "If I had the ability to think independently, it might be due to the light of the torch separating the darkness of the morgue for me." This is the scene of describing midnight in Hebei's Chengde school in 2010. It was from then on that he gradually felt that "reading classics education" was probably the opposite.
a year ago, books without teachers' permission were not allowed to read. Even the famous books such as "historical records" and "Zeng Guofan's family book" are listed as "forbidden books", the reason is that "these books grow out of the barrier", and the prohibition of reading is to "cultivate a clean heart". "Even to the end, I was allowed only to have an ancient Chinese dictionary. I found that the dictionary would be quoted in classical Chinese, and I had to peek at bits and pieces of sentences in classical recitation. But in the end, the dictionary was also confiscated. "
at that time, he felt "depressed" and did not believe that traditional culture was such a dark thing. This is the opposite of the mood when he entered the first Beijing school in the late summer of 2007. He called it a "comprehensive private school", reading the classics about 4 hours a day, and the rest of the books and martial arts courses. The courses in the system are not open, and there is no clear plan for the future of the students. "But I just got out of the system school and I still feel very excited."
in 2012, the curriculum of Chengde school in Hebei was increasingly enlightened, but when the student left there, he went to another school in Miyun mountain to continue reading. "This place is also in the mountains, but more remote. For a long time, alone in the mountains, plus myself, there were only three people and seven dogs. Power generation depends on solar energy, and electricity will be cut off in rainy and heavy snow. "
as of that time, life had been read all day for 5 years, and the basic classics had been carried out long ago. As he had no teacher, he could only "repeat and repeat the books that do not know how many times", and a "disciple rule", he even recited it more than 1700 times alone. "At that time, I began to have genuine doubts about the significance of this education."
in the summer of 2014, in the summer of 2014, some students believed that he was suitable for academic research. He recommended the highest school of literary gift school, which was recognized by the Bible, and asked students to recite the classics of the Analects, Meng Zi, the selected Buddhist sutra, and the sonnet of Shakespeare. There is a school qualification. "Is it really meaningful for me to enter this college? Will it be as failed as a private school that has been gone through?" Wang Caigui, the founder of the Academy, was regarded as the teacher of the "reading school", and he advocated "a large number of classics" for more than 20 years. In the late summer of 2007, the only reason why his mother ignored the objection of his family was to let him drop out and read a book. It was just a CD of Wang Caigui's speech.
"if you think about future fame and wealth, don't read." Wang Caigui's answer made him feel overwhelmed and grieved. "I don't care about fame and wealth, but I care about the future."
reconsideration after the return to system education
between August 2014 and June 2015, only 11 months from home, a man has finished 20 thousand words in the room. He described it as a course of extreme loneliness. Meaningless rote recitation brings more and more sober thinking to students. His doubts are getting deeper and deeper. It was at the end of this stage that he wrote to Ke Xiaogang, and he finally made up his mind to prepare for his own examination. Self examination, art examination, return to system education, and then take the postgraduate entrance examination.
say in the letter, looking back at the students who have recited a lot of classics like him (more than 20 thousand words) like him in these years, because there is no way out for more than 10 years. As soon as they stopped learning from their private schools and did not continue to study further, most of them became very depressed. They could only use TV plays and electronic games to distract anxiety and send time. As for those Scriptures that had been memorized thoroughly, they soon forgot.
Ke Xiaogang said that marginalization, oversensitivity, arrogance and inferiority are the common mindset of reading students. "How to untie these feelings and recover the normal mind, the chicken blood is gradually fading away and the heart of the road is strong. It is up to them to release slowly and gather their mental strength again."
all errors in reading method will be a mistake in my own life, and every problem in reading classics is bound to be a problem of my own life. 9 years of youth put into practice, but Sheng said that every doubt about reading scriptures is a suspicion of his life meaning. "Students of my age are rebelling against the system, and I have to learn to doubt myself too early. This may be the greatest harvest of the reading experience. "
Ke Xiaogang also believes that the current popular "honest, pure reading package Book recitation" has gone to extreme anti modernity and gave up a constructive dialogue with the mainstream society. In his view, classics are the foundation of human education, which can enlighten modern people and overcome the narrowness and prejudice of modernity. As a "human nurturance" education, the classic education is bound to constitute a benign tension with the "tool training" education in modern society. "The cultivation of human beings" should provide the basis for "tool training" and also criticize.
Ke Xiaogang said that the current focus of the discussion has shifted from "how to read the classics" to "how to read the classics", "hoping to correct the problems that have occurred in the current popular reading methods, to protect children and to defend the classics."
Wei Sheng said that his reading experience inevitably had some sidedness and particularity. In September 8th, in the clearance of preparing for self examination in the return system, he commented on a circle of friends that should be tolerant and good to the folk reading movement. "Today, we must advance the folk classics, we must face the reality and distinguish the good and the bad... Folk reading Scripture is like orchid. It may be overshadowed by weeds, but eventually it will smell sweet.
only a recent circle of friends stayed in September 19th, and he sent two pictures in the class. The lecturer was Jiang Changjian, a professor of Fudan University, the strongest brain host. "See who this is?"
students from the school of school have run through Confucius, a journalist Pan Qingzhao intern, Mei Han, an intern of our newspaper reporter, Pan Qingzhao, an intern of Mei Han
9 years' study experience, no Ji'nan. But in fact, what he called "honest mass reading classics" has long existed.