Gao Hua, a student of Tsinghua University, has been away from school for 17 years without graduation.
Zhang Haolin, Sanxiang media reporter Ruixin
in those years, Zhang Xiaoyong is often just a little smile, not much words. Dream is like a bowl broken by a mother, and it can no longer go back.
intern reporter Li Jian took
1991, he was the top student in the college entrance examination in Changsha County; in 1996, he was an outstanding graduate of Tsinghua University; in 2000, he was a high paid white collar in the foreign enterprises of Guangzhou... Now he is a general security guard in Changsha Mawangdui ceramic market. He is Zhang Xiaoyong.
22 years, why has his personal trajectory changed so much? What makes him give up his dream and high salary? What makes him feel secure at the salary of two thousand yuan a month, and become a "nanny" for the residents. In November 15th, the reporter approached him.
the Tsinghua University's high student as a security guard
3 tables with a few wooden chairs, hanging 6 patrol sticks on the wall hook, less than ten square meters of security room is the place that Zhang Xiaoyong sticks to for 5 years.
Zhang Xiaoyong works every day in the neighborhood. Which dog has been stolen, which family has been robbed, which couple quarrel again, these are his share.
there is a security for owners of Tsinghua University who graduated from the community. This middle-aged security guard wearing golden glasses is a competent nanny in the eyes of everyone. "When he first came, everyone thought it was very strange. It was everybody's talk after dinner. It's not unusual for a long day. " Zhu Wei, a member of Xinghe community in Mars street, Furong district.
for those years, Zhang Xiaoyong only smiled lightly. It is a more realistic thing to get to the office at 8 every morning, rest for 4 days in a month, and get a salary of 2000 yuan at the end of the month.
has also had a dream of
"538 points." After 22 years, Zhang Xiaoyong still clearly remembered his college entrance examination scores. In 1991, Zhang Xiaoyong took the first place in the science of science of Changsha County to study the biology science and technology of Tsinghua University. In the eyes of the people who were proud and proud of the villagers, he was determined to make a great achievement in the field of biology. He set up a research group in the school, and at that time the whole college was very famous.
graduation in 1996 is catching up with the "double track" system. On the one hand, the state still distributes the university students, but the location and work of the allocation are not chosen by themselves. On the other hand, enterprises take the initiative to recruit schools. Zhang Xiaoyong finally decided to go to a Sino-foreign joint venture daily chemical company in Guangzhou. "At that time, I thought I could pursue product research and development."
however, contrary to expectations, Zhang Xiaoyong was assigned to the customer service department. The result seemed to be a cold water, and Zhang Xiaoyong's enthusiasm and ambition were extinguished.
dreams fade away to return home filial piety
parents are not travelling far away. Zhang Xiaoyong thought, "after several years in Guangzhou, I haven't got a family or a career, or go home."
back to Changsha, business has not improved. After several years in the real estate company, he did not say much during the period and finally became a security guard in the Mawangdui ceramic market.
7 years ago, Zhang Xiaoyong married and now the child is 6 years old. He cooks and takes care of children every day after he comes home from work.
he often reminds me of a small time: one day after eating, he took the dishes with the dishes, did not want the mother to seize the bowl in a hurry, and fell hard on the ground and said, "the big man should be in the square, not in the pot and the bowl and the ladle."
today, Zhang Xiaoyong thinks that the dream is like the bowl that was broken by the mother. "I'm not unsuccessful. I just choose to settle down when the dream collides with the reality."
never participated in the classmates'
for their own work experience, Zhang Xiaoyong was very indifferent: "once the dream has gone out for many years, everything You should be used to it. "
but he also admitted that he had never participated in the University Student Association in 17 years since he graduated in 1996. "I really don't know what to say" because of what the students asked. After graduation, he only visited Beijing to see friends and classmates, the other asked about the work situation, Zhang Xiaoyong subconsciously lied, said in Changsha property, is the middle class.
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there is a pity that
someone thinks that it is another successful
for Zhang Xiaoyong's experience, community residents have different views.
some people think that Zhang Xiaoyong is a success at home when he is a security guard. "Sacrifice a part of your career, put more thoughts on your family, and find your right place."
others feel sorry for him: "caring for their parents can also engage in more intelligent work. It's not that security work is bad. It's just that he can learn to use his work and make a career.
to this, the direction of sociology experts said, after the acceptance of higher education to do security, in a sense, some waste of resources, do some work that is not suitable for themselves, not only do not work well, but also the original professional skills to forget. "If he is interested in this job and is willing to develop in this industry, there is nothing wrong with it."
he suggested that the ability to engage in non professional work can be chosen based on hobbies. However, if you find work constraints, you will be more likely to improve yourself if you choose to work in this field as much as possible.