tell time: April 1st
"prepared as a single parent"
my daughter was born in 1996, and was 12 years old when he was killed in Hanwang Town, reading grade six in Hanwang town. Their primary school house is an old house, next to the coal mine, with poor quality, and it collapsed at that time. On the third day after the earthquake, the daughter was dug out without any trauma. There were more than 40 students in her daughter's class, and only a few people survived. Zhang Xiaojing,
49, cracked her palm and made a mockery of her hand when she saw it.
earthquake, I was in the store in Hanwang town. I've been selling cigarettes and wine, melon seeds and so on in my small shop, and my husband works outside. My husband and I have been in a bad relationship. He doesn't care about his family. I think my daughter is born. He wants to have a son.
I was thinking about trying to be a test tube baby, just knowing a woman with a similar situation, she did the test tube, she was pregnant, but a few months later she had a miscarriage. I think the success rate of the test tube is not high.
after the death of her daughter, her husband was more free from home. In 2010, I left him with him, but people still live in the same house, and sometimes there will be quarrels and fighting. When he asked me to leave, I said, "the house was repaired by me."
when I was young, I looked pretty, dressed and took lots of pictures. After marriage, no good days passed, and small shops, feeding pigs and farming were all manual labor. You see, the fingers are all deformed and the palms are all cracked.
Adoption of a daughter is my idea. At that time, I told my husband that when he said he didn't care, I was ready to be a single parent. I didn't think about adopting a son. I could not afford to get a room or a car for my son's marriage. I was only thinking about adopting a girl.
the little girl was born a few days ago. She is 5 years old. She doesn't know the truth. I'm going to wait for her to tell her when she's 20. I don't say, and I'm going to tell her about it.
the little girl is very similar to her daughter in distress, looks alike and has a lively personality. The little girl played all day in the street. She could go to school and study alone. She also knew an elder sister who had seen her sister's photo.
I'm under great pressure now. I have a little girl and my 82 year old father. During the earthquake, the old building collapsed, and the 2 storey building built in 2000 did not collapse. After reinforcement, it had been living for several tens of thousands of years.
I now open a small store in Hanwang new town. The rent is more than 300 yuan per month. There are fewer people and more than tens of dollars per day. I also work as a dustman, earning 800 yuan a month, and my daughter and I have minimum allowances, 200 yuan per person per month.
I want to raise the little girl and grow up, but I have to work hard for twenty years. Although the little girl is small, she is very clever. My wish is to provide more subsidies to relieve economic pressure.