Re: alone kidney and blind women are sick, selling flowers and saving themselves: strive to be clean and decent.
2008, Hao Yexuan's body was swollen and her legs swollen to the ground. "The meat on the leg is tight and pressed. It's like pouring lead, so it can't be lifted. To the hospital after the examination, the kidney function of the index is close to the upper limit of the normal index, the doctor prescribed medicine, "one of the drugs to shoot needles on the butt, family go out to raise money, I can only give myself a needle."
in the rental house, she moved the bed front cupboard to the front of the wardrobe and looked at the mirror on the wardrobe. "I think for a long time, I don't know how to make this needle. Stand, worry about the needle on the bone. Lie down, fear the muscle thinning, the needle is too painful. Finally, she could only sit on the bedside cupboard, twist her body, and sterilize herself in the mirror. "The cotton swab is just in the place of the needle, and the whole leg is stiff. I was so scared that I couldn't get rid of it. More than 60 cotton swabs were left with 2 left. In the end, Hao Yexuan said, at the end of her fear of the fear, she put the needle in and felt a leg numb. "I was worried that I was afraid that I had done a few steps and tried to know that he was not lame." The next more than 10 needles were her own injection.
2009 national day, Hao Ye's body again appeared edema, accompanied by pain, fatigue, weakness and other symptoms, "when walking, I feel that someone is dragging me." After the national day, she was diagnosed with chronic renal failure induced by diabetes in the Shanxi traditional Chinese medicine hospital. At that time, the doctor suggested that I do dialysis. "Doing dialysis is a bottomless hole for money, we do not have this economic condition, but we can only find him under the circumstances of the body."
2010, she got a cold, her body turned down, "all the pain, the lung infection, the breath of breath, and sitting all night." Originally 85 pounds of body edema to more than 140 Jin. She had to live in the Taiyuan railway hospital. Because of the heart failure caused by edema, Hao Yexuan lost consciousness for 6 hours, wandering on the edge of life and death.
welin said, at that time, she looked at Hao Yexuan lying on the bed, and she was afraid that the child would leave herself, and she could not help crying, "I call her name, and hope she opens her eyes and looks at me."
Hao Yexuan said that she had been blinded by illness for so many years. In 2013, she had a flying bug in front of her eyes. "I can't bear to say to my family that there's always a foreign debt in my family, and I don't want to add a burden to them. If there is a pain, I just want to say one or two points. I can tolerate myself as much as I can. "
to the later stage, her eyes hurt and her head was about to explode. "I hate to have a spade head open. The best operation time was missed and the eyeball was frozen.
flower efforts to make yourself clean and decent
for years of illness, Hao Yexuan's original thick hair dropped more than half, she combed a small strand of braided hair on the top of her head. Though she could not see her eyes, she tried to make herself look neat and decent. Someone noticed his hairstyle and asked, "did I sleep all over my hair?" After receiving the negative answer, a shy smile appeared on her face. After
illness, Hao Ye Xu was transferred to several hospitals for dialysis treatment. When she was in a railway hospital, she took care of a blind patient in the same ward. "He has a good attitude, and that experience with him has affected me. After blindness, I often think of him and encourage myself silently. After Hao Yexuan was blind, she couldn't read her favorite books. She could only get knowledge by listening to the radio. "I like to listen to everything and I want to know everything." Do not want to disconnect myself from the world. "
in order to save the hospitalization fee, she and her mother rented a single room of less than 10 square meters per month at a price of 240 yuan a month. It was close to the public toilet in the corridor. The room was so dark that the bedding could be squeezed out of the water. "In the summer, the house was too hot to cook, and we opened the door, and the house was mosquitoes and smells at home." Not to mention it. " Hao Yexuan said.
2014, the day of good weather, the mother will push her to the nearby park for a walk, she will ask the mother what flowers in the park, what color is the flower, "what color flowers I like. When I heard birds calling and smell flowers, I heard my mother describe to me the blue sky and white clouds, and my mood would be particularly good.
, so she thought of selling flowers and raising money. "I sell carnations and carnations are flowers for mothers. Mother is the greatest man in the world. " The cost of a flower is three yuan, the price is fixed with people, selling twenty flowers a day, making one thousand yuan a month. After
selling flowers, the media was concerned about her story. It is reported that the local residents and students will buy her flowers in the square, and give her a donation. "So many good people, let me feel that I want to live better, my life is not my own."
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she wants to spell out
to see Hao Yexuan for the first time. It's hard to imagine a girl with a bright, loud, laughing and loud voice. Just listening to her describe the pain of being tortured by illness, my hair could not help but stand up.
when she asked her how she looked at her own illness, she said, when she was just sick, she would ask Mom and dad why other children were all right, but she had to have a bad cure. As she grew older, through reading, she knew that some people were chosen like her, but never bowed their heads. Before I lost sight, I once read "if you give me three days of light", Helen Keller's optimism and positive infection infects me. I feel more and more that life is good or bad depends on the state of mind, and the bitter days are also sweet.
she told herself that it was always more difficult than it was. She wanted to fight with the illness. "If the result is not good, I can accept it frankly. If I don't spell it, I'll regret it. I want to live to repay my parents. " She dreamed of being able to become a career counselor one day, to help those with mental disabilities get out of their own haze.
Hao Yexuan said, since she was ill, she rarely talked about her illness. She did not want to tell her pain to others. She spent most of her life suffering in the pain, and she knew more than anyone else. "I hope I'm the most painful person in the world, and I don't want anyone in this world to be again. I suffer as well as I do. " After
Hao Ye Xuan and her mother attributed their experiences to their fate. But there seems to be other reasons for it. Because of the backwardness of township health care, Hao Ye's mother has never had any birth check since she was pregnant, and did not do any physical examination in time after her birth. Hao Yexuan's mother said in an interview that the age of Hao Ye's birth, the town in which she was located, most families would choose to have children at home, with poor health and medical conditions. And the local people have limited economic conditions. When they get sick, they will try to find local "local doctors" in order to save money and save trouble. Because of the lack of relevant knowledge, the locals will not know whether the local doctors are qualified. Hao Yexuan's mother said, "sometimes I think that if Xuan was not born in a family like us, she would not suffer if she could take her to a large hospital earlier and use the best medicine."
but life is not. If you want to avoid similar tragedies, there are still lots of things to do.